I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5577 | 2020-06-22 20:23:49 | 105.02 | 97% |
| 4998 | 2020-06-12 19:12:50 | 106.18 | 98% |