I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5783 | 2019-12-18 09:25:14 | 84.38 | 99% |
| 5204 | 2018-07-05 09:42:04 | 78.52 | 97% |