I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 598 | 2020-09-13 17:53:05 | 55.72 | 94% |
| 135 | 2020-08-19 16:47:06 | 51.40 | 95% |