I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1788 | 2019-01-04 12:11:24 | 93.51 | 97% |
| 1454 | 2018-12-25 11:49:47 | 90.76 | 97% |