I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5635 | 2020-01-10 14:19:54 | 101.58 | 96% |
| 5519 | 2019-11-30 06:42:37 | 108.90 | 97% |