I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 8036 | 2020-11-16 13:38:56 | 94.33 | 97% |
| 7985 | 2020-11-14 19:19:48 | 84.61 | 96% |