I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3801 | 2019-11-13 06:21:46 | 126.42 | 98% |
| 55 | 2018-08-15 22:58:28 | 108.19 | 98% |