I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5329 | 2020-07-16 16:34:44 | 113.57 | 99% |
| 2508 | 2020-06-10 11:28:08 | 82.95 | 95% |