I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2211 | 2019-08-30 09:20:42 | 100.38 | 96% |
| 1925 | 2019-08-03 09:00:27 | 135.35 | 99% |