I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 11765 | 2019-05-03 19:23:12 | 84.15 | 96% |
| 10442 | 2019-01-14 05:35:17 | 76.40 | 96% |