I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4380 | 2020-05-23 08:14:31 | 49.14 | 94% |
| 1160 | 2019-12-20 10:28:16 | 59.27 | 96% |