I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5707 | 2020-02-05 04:41:11 | 63.08 | 94% |
| 294 | 2019-02-15 13:56:07 | 55.69 | 95% |