I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1275 | 2019-02-23 08:12:19 | 62.16 | 96% |
| 561 | 2019-02-15 09:37:50 | 75.79 | 97% |