I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 944 | 2019-05-19 20:18:47 | 36.40 | 92% |
| 665 | 2019-05-09 21:05:40 | 35.20 | 92% |