I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2612 | 2020-10-11 02:50:46 | 81.20 | 97% |
| 920 | 2020-04-03 05:25:24 | 90.22 | 99% |