I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 7562 | 2020-08-28 15:29:33 | 85.91 | 98% |
| 2644 | 2020-06-06 00:09:18 | 58.35 | 95% |