I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 354 | 2020-05-08 19:50:18 | 50.70 | 97% |
| 59 | 2020-04-19 18:50:36 | 44.90 | 97% |