I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 648 | 2020-03-23 02:58:37 | 70.98 | 97% |
| 152 | 2019-09-28 03:30:46 | 54.49 | 95% |