I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1629 | 2020-10-02 20:45:46 | 63.70 | 97% |
| 268 | 2020-08-26 15:48:39 | 63.62 | 97% |