I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 10161 | 2020-02-25 16:11:34 | 108.56 | 98% |
| 4522 | 2018-12-18 11:52:58 | 116.18 | 99% |