I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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625 | 2020-04-24 01:27:40 | 54.41 | 96% |
422 | 2020-02-18 22:41:49 | 50.36 | 93% |