I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 9804 | 2020-06-16 14:58:12 | 95.91 | 98% |
| 9682 | 2020-06-15 04:37:13 | 86.49 | 96% |
| 7350 | 2018-12-15 08:17:51 | 72.27 | 96% |
| 6496 | 2018-03-12 01:48:40 | 83.03 | 96% |
| 4852 | 2017-12-01 15:06:20 | 89.45 | 97% |
| 4208 | 2017-11-17 02:40:25 | 82.58 | 94% |
| 2266 | 2017-10-17 05:14:38 | 72.65 | 96% |