I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2218 | 2020-09-02 20:18:06 | 58.73 | 97% |
| 1074 | 2020-05-01 18:23:08 | 37.66 | 93% |