I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 340 | 2019-09-10 15:55:20 | 56.03 | 94% |
| 27 | 2019-09-02 13:02:57 | 56.46 | 95% |