I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 64751 | 2018-12-01 02:59:32 | 139.29 | 98% |
| 63299 | 2018-10-02 21:13:58 | 152.86 | 99% |
| 60679 | 2018-08-20 21:22:16 | 154.01 | 99% |
| 58725 | 2018-07-30 15:52:05 | 155.59 | 100% |
| 52891 | 2018-05-23 16:47:06 | 99.65 | 97% |
| 52667 | 2018-05-21 19:27:30 | 145.29 | 99% |
| 51172 | 2018-05-04 20:24:52 | 155.74 | 100% |
| 48470 | 2018-04-06 00:58:10 | 142.31 | 99% |
| 48380 | 2018-04-05 17:03:56 | 146.02 | 99% |
| 47901 | 2018-03-28 17:01:27 | 142.72 | 98% |
| 45924 | 2018-03-02 02:18:17 | 134.20 | 99% |
| 41411 | 2018-01-02 14:18:50 | 119.21 | 97% |
| 29581 | 2017-08-15 20:11:20 | 148.57 | 99% |
| 28112 | 2017-08-08 16:20:17 | 131.08 | 99% |
| 26950 | 2017-07-29 01:59:57 | 122.09 | 99% |
| 24260 | 2017-07-09 18:36:59 | 127.63 | 99% |