I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1915 | 2020-11-03 08:56:41 | 75.79 | 99% |
| 920 | 2020-09-24 05:05:13 | 62.80 | 97% |