I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 18771 | 2020-03-07 01:58:10 | 161.48 | 99% |
| 18150 | 2019-12-18 22:32:02 | 173.34 | 99% |
| 16422 | 2018-11-15 03:23:28 | 150.11 | 98% |
| 15070 | 2018-09-28 00:02:59 | 144.10 | 98% |
| 7256 | 2017-11-29 01:06:22 | 139.66 | 98% |
| 5811 | 2017-11-07 02:12:34 | 151.15 | 99% |
| 4221 | 2017-10-16 23:51:41 | 100.98 | 98% |
| 3471 | 2017-10-07 17:48:35 | 131.72 | 98% |