I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1114 | 2018-09-18 16:33:00 | 61.74 | 97% |
| 1011 | 2018-09-11 16:18:56 | 66.62 | 95% |