I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 7934 | 2020-01-20 08:33:58 | 67.84 | 95% |
| 5259 | 2017-09-07 15:10:01 | 59.09 | 95% |