I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 479 | 2019-12-09 09:19:14 | 49.34 | 97% |
| 373 | 2019-12-04 11:03:49 | 47.93 | 98% |