Jill (devaunsmom)

Race #973

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Official speed 69.48 wpm (48.53 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start October 18, 2019 4:12:18pm UTC
Race Finish October 18, 2019 4:13:06pm UTC
Outcome No win (2 of 5)
Opponents 1. figzes (84.80 wpm)
3. smokechase (65.48 wpm)
Accuracy 99.0%
Points 59.06
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.