7amada (7amada)

Race #723

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Official speed 51.71 wpm (65.21 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start November 30, 2020 11:28:56am UTC
Race Finish November 30, 2020 11:30:01am UTC
Outcome No win (5 of 5)
Opponents 3. turtlehuman (58.34 wpm)
4. manaso (53.79 wpm)
Accuracy 96.0%
Points 43.95
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.