Nathan (precisealien)

Race #71

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Official speed 104.34 wpm (32.32 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start March 10, 2019 11:49:16pm UTC
Race Finish March 10, 2019 11:49:49pm UTC
Outcome No win (2 of 5)
Accuracy 97.0%
Points 88.69
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.