Srinivas (srini_iitkgp)

Race #3754

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Official speed 73.95 wpm (45.60 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start July 26, 2019 2:02:14pm UTC
Race Finish July 26, 2019 2:03:00pm UTC
Outcome No win (2 of 5)
Opponents 1. stjulian (78.41 wpm)
3. alaasyria (68.56 wpm)
Accuracy 97.0%
Points 62.85
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.