Dade (tms_dade)

Race #200

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Official speed 108.43 wpm (31.10 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start June 5, 2018 1:10:19pm UTC
Race Finish June 5, 2018 1:10:50pm UTC
Outcome No win (2 of 4)
Opponents 1. chimchimchim (119.14 wpm)
Accuracy 97.0%
Points 92.17
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.