Joshua (paper_astronaut)

Race #10304

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Official speed 103.38 wpm (61.98 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start December 15, 2022 4:38:59pm UTC
Race Finish December 15, 2022 4:40:01pm UTC
Outcome No win (2 of 4)
Opponents 1. jasonyp (106.07 wpm)
3. d4tb0i (94.89 wpm)
Accuracy 98.0%
Points 186.09
Text #4350627 (Length: 534 characters)

Last night I wanted to take a sleeping pill, and then, I thought if I took more, I would sleep better. And if I took the lot, I would sleep without dreaming, without waking up. I wanted death. Yes, oh yes, like a sledgehammer. But I did dream. I dreamt the truth. And then I woke up suddenly and I was so pleased it was only a nightmare, and then when I realized it wasn't a nightmare, it was the truth, I was alone, and your arm was not around me, and my head was not on your shoulder. I felt I couldn't live. I simply couldn't live.