I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 625 | 2020-07-27 13:07:29 | 90.94 | 97% |
| 240 | 2018-01-22 19:06:14 | 83.46 | 97% |