I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4120 | 2018-04-17 09:11:01 | 76.27 | 97% |
| 2292 | 2018-01-15 14:42:23 | 59.84 | 96% |