I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 276 | 2019-09-16 16:53:29 | 36.27 | 96% |
| 192 | 2019-08-31 15:57:50 | 33.62 | 95% |