I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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10546 | 2020-12-12 07:27:13 | 97.01 | 98% |
718 | 2019-09-02 16:51:10 | 75.75 | 97% |
604 | 2019-08-30 23:04:44 | 73.02 | 98% |