I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1929 | 2018-12-22 12:44:46 | 107.33 | 98% |
| 1438 | 2018-10-31 07:50:08 | 104.96 | 98% |