I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4475 | 2019-05-12 05:39:48 | 97.63 | 96% |
| 3860 | 2019-04-23 16:58:09 | 99.34 | 96% |