I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 48852 | 2020-03-05 20:58:12 | 128.57 | 99% |
| 43278 | 2019-09-17 01:01:41 | 142.88 | 99% |
| 41465 | 2019-07-18 23:45:42 | 109.61 | 96% |
| 39320 | 2019-07-14 02:43:28 | 120.68 | 98% |
| 28166 | 2018-05-31 00:43:06 | 123.11 | 97% |
| 20488 | 2017-07-22 05:55:09 | 108.88 | 98% |
| 20362 | 2017-07-20 16:58:13 | 115.79 | 99% |