I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 20148 | 2024-04-14 20:34:42 | 198.57 | 99.3% |
| 8672 | 2020-05-10 14:36:17 | 167.02 | 99% |
| 4309 | 2019-03-18 14:36:33 | 154.86 | 99% |