I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 7148 | 2019-11-17 01:56:29 | 35.46 | 93% |
| 2601 | 2017-12-31 00:32:52 | 32.65 | 95% |
| 1807 | 2017-07-25 00:35:03 | 30.11 | 94% |