I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1236 | 2019-10-25 16:55:10 | 106.99 | 99% |
| 877 | 2019-02-21 22:16:22 | 108.35 | 98% |