I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3497 | 2019-07-04 11:10:33 | 49.29 | 97% |
| 2828 | 2019-06-12 11:12:34 | 50.27 | 98% |