I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 12897 | 2020-03-17 15:19:54 | 56.28 | 96% |
| 7028 | 2019-10-21 05:21:28 | 54.02 | 96% |