I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 8113 | 2020-06-07 09:42:58 | 86.87 | 97% |
| 6762 | 2019-10-04 18:12:01 | 88.62 | 96% |
| 2693 | 2018-04-18 03:07:38 | 74.09 | 95% |
| 2605 | 2018-04-13 22:20:54 | 72.82 | 95% |
| 2445 | 2018-04-03 01:57:39 | 60.15 | 95% |