I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 843 | 2018-01-05 08:27:01 | 104.37 | 98% |
| 580 | 2017-09-06 07:32:03 | 99.58 | 97% |